Manic? Depressed? Both?

I decided to clean my house today and I immediately went up. I hate this disorder so much! The phrases and songs started to repeat in my head, I started getting hypomanic...I thought I was depressed? What is this about? As soon as I become active I get high? That is a bunch of bullshit if you ask me. Why can't I just be normal for a day? JUST NORMAL! Now I am stuck with nothing to do and I am hypomanic, border-lining on manic/psycotic. Maybe I should just take a pill, but no, I have a dr's appointment at 3:30. Why is it I can't just have a normal day. I wish my pills would work.