Life Today

I have come out the other side of my depression without any "bad" outcomes. It was a rather smooth transition and I have only one scar on my wrist to show for it. (sorry if that disturbs some...) but it is what happens..... I am hopefully starting some therapy soon that will help with the cutting and the suicidal idealization. It is dialectical behavioral therapy which is mostly used for borderline people, but since I am suicidal and self-harm, it can help me too. This is good because I am quite bored with my life right now. I don't have much to do with my day and am finding I am becoming a hermit. I am stabilized on my new medications (so far) and am hopeful I will remain that way. I have just detoxed off of sleeping meds and bezo's and have had success with that. Hopefully I will remain stable and will be able to go back to school.